my first year?

just say the truly what i feel that im never waits for this month .

guilty? a little bit

but I'm sure God knows why I can say things like this

yes, of course ..

because only he knew the contents of my heart now!

actually I'm just not ready to accept the fact that I had to go through the fasting month without my mom here

i have much thing to share , to say, but i cannot find the right word to explain it and Also the right person to listen it

I know that everybody have their own problems, but why trouble for me is like a friend?

i dont know

I just think this is the way of god for making me become more mature and independent in my life.

ussually i ask to my self , until when?

I'm going crazy with all the things currently happening in my life, every time I close my eyes I hope all will be gone when I open my eyes

but then I realized that I had to deal with all of it because nothing is instant, no white meat and nothing is impossible to do

so do i , im sure i will survive !

happy fasting day all :)

hugkisslove for my mom there ♥